Ya!
Seharusnya aku sudah menuliskan pengakuan ini sejak lama. Sejak lama. Tapi hari ini, aku semakin yakin. Yakin, bahwa dia, lelaki yang secara konstan 'mengganggu' itu sudah merasuki pikiran dan hatiku. Benar kata orang Jawa, witing tresno jalaaran soko kulino. Cinta datang karena kebiasaan, karena keseharian. Dan sepertinya itu yang sedang menimpaku.
Tiba-tiba aku menemukan lagu yang sempurna secara tidak sengaja. Judulnya aku cuplik sebagai judul tulisan ini. Fallin' For You, and yes i do fallin' for him. Dan seperti biasa, semua tiba-tiba cerah. Ada alasan setiap pagi untuk aku bangun dan bersemangat.
Maaf, aku belum bisa membuka identitasnya. Dalam beberapa kesempatan, kecerobohanku membuka nama-nama lelaki itu berbuah aib dan ledekan. Jadi, sementara, biar aku simpan sendiri dulu. Tapi perlahan, semua yang ada di dirinya membuatku luluh dan leleh..(hahaha!)
Dan sekarang, Yetta Angelina pun memasuki periode blushing. Hahaha (lagi!). I blushed for every single memorable thing that reminds me of you. I just wish that it'll be easy for me, for you, for us. Dont want to hanging my hopes to high now, just crossing my fingers. But i do can't stop thinking about you now. And i want you to be near me everyday. Darn!
Even while writing this, i blushed and wishing you were near me right now. :*
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Fallin For You (Colbie Caillat)
I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me
Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I don't know but
I think I maybe
Fallin' for you
Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should
Keep this to myself
Waiting 'til I
Know you better
I am trying
Not to tell you
But I want to
I'm scared of what you'll say
So I'm hiding what I'm feeling
But I'm tired of
Holding this inside my head
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
And now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I'm fallin' for you
As I'm standing here
And you hold my hand
Pull me towards you
And we start to dance
All around us
I see nobody
Here in silence
It's just you and me
Oh I just can't take it
My heart is racing
The emotions keep spinning out
I've been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
I've been waiting all my life
and now I found ya
I don't know where to
I think I'm fallin' for you
